roarrr.

I think I'm going through the change. I'm definitely getting older - I'm laughing out loud at tv programmes - have caught myself doing it all week even though I have been in a shitty mood (for the past couple of weeks). Its a bad sign. When you're young, you don't laugh out loud at the TV. I'm laughing at things and wondering why I'm laughing. They're not even that funny. Its even TV commercials. But then (just to make myself sound even more psycho) I find myself swearing in anger at things like the tv remote control or my keys when they won't open the door fast enough. In fact, I seem to be swearing all the time lately. Maybe its work.

Which brings me on to my next dilemma... I have to do fancy dress for work on Friday for hallowe'en. Dear God. I haven't even decided what I'm doing for Sat night, let alone come up with 2 outfits! I wouldn't mind but a year or more ago, I would have jumped at it but I have just been feeling really ugly lately, so the thought of bringing attention to myself is the last thing on my mind.

Maybe a mask and binliner are in order...! :(