Well I've just finished watching "27 Dresses" and now I want to get married. Ok, well maybe not but it made me feel all slushy inside AND I was laughing out loud at it. I've actually always been one to say I'd never get married - to me its just an expensive piece of paper. But I'm actually starting to come round to the idea now. Not necessarily a huge la-de-dah event, but the idea of meeting someone really special and creating a bond and then dedicating a day to officially celebrate it. It would obviously have to be a very special person and the bridesmaids/groomsmen all have to look like sh!t thus making me look better. Oh and I don't want a big cake, just a profiterole mountain.

I should really be going to sleep now as its gone 5am and I promised myself that I'd actually do something on my day off - I have the small issue of a missing costume to sort out for Friday! I know what I want to go as but it involves making it and getting it just right so I need to make sure I get on the case in the morning (or middayish!).

Be good x

soooo tired. But whooopeee its a bank holiday tomorrow and a huge lie-in is in order.

I have a new love! Pineapple 3-in-1 juice! Its a kind of cordial you can add to water, milk or Ice Cream. Was walking past one of them stalls you see in the markets with unusual ingredients and thought "ooo that looks nice" so 3 litres of milk later, mmmmmmmmmmmmmm. Oh, and Kinder Hazelnut Happy Hippo's. I think I may marry them.

As you can see, the healthy eating went really well! I've come to a decision anyway - As soon as I get back from my week away in Cornwall, I'm going to start weight training. I'm going to bulk up with muscle, which means that although I'll be changing my diet, I'll be able to eat more than regular diet plans AND become all hunky at the same time. You just wait, I'll be wearing 80's vests all the time in the summer and growing a 'Billy Ray Cyrus Mullet'.

B'day party next week - getting excited now as people are talking about their costumes and how they're looking forward to it too. Its flown by though - next big one after this is in 10 years time so I better make the most of it!

ooo I'm getting excited.

Over the next few weeks I've got a day in the studio, my birthday party and a week away to look forward to!
As well as lots of time off work doing feck all!

As much as I love my job, its getting very boring at the moment as we keep running out of work to do but having to justify what we're doing with our time - very frustrating! So the time off is a welcome treat and means I can catch up on daytime TV!

I've just finished watching an old horror "Pet Semetary". I remember watching this years ago but watching it now just makes it seem so silly but I am in awe of the little boys acting abilities - he must be all of 3 years old but managed to portray a really evil boy near the end. I'm sure my mother will say I was naturally like that at that age though...

The only problem now is I'm going to bed with the end track from the credits in my head: "I don't wanna be buried..in a pet semetary...I don't want to live my life agaaaiinnn". grr wheres the Nytol when I need it....

Toot Toot! I've managed to bag quite a lot of days off this month so here starts the long weekend!

21 days til I'm 30. How quick is that flying by?

I sent an email around work yesterday inviting people to my party and one of my colleagues was saying that he didn't think I was a typical Aries. I've never really been one to believe in Stars and Astrology but he decided he would bring in his book to educate me so I had a quick read though (as you do)...
Well, apparantly I'm a Horse (well I eat like one, so I'll buy that). So, that coupled with me being an Arian gave me an insight into my character and I was actually quite impressed with it said:

* I play a mean game but never carry through on my serve - definitely right, I'm always having great plans but never follow them through to the end.
* I'm prone to demanding what I want but not before I put my foot in my mouth.
* I'm a positive person and am always the one to point out the good in a bad situation and how to look at things in a bright light.. Check!
* I'm very practical and can remodel rooms in a trice - you should see the class A job I did on my new desk area at work
* I can often jump to conclusions very easily - Definitely!
* Sore loser: If I don't get the applause or approval I so eagerly seek in life, I am known to kick & pout and truly carry on - erm, YEP! (is this a personalised book about me?)
* "A truly nice guy" who would rather live in peace than to survive in a war zone - Check, check, check.
* Never try to reason with me as its a waste of your time
* Not so subtle about my own needs and demands.
* Don't beat around the bush! I cannot take hints about what it is anyone is after so just get out there and just spell it out straight to me - This is probably one of the most obvious ones for me!
* Great person to invite to a party: will last til the end and will be the last one there, sprawled out on the sofa asleep - NO COMMENT!
* Love-wise, (now this is where they get it all wrong), apparantly I fall in love very easily based on how someone looks. Erm, I've never been in love so can't comment on that!
But I'll happily agree with the next point:
* Very skillful with hands in the bedroom: A VERY Sexy person! Haha I totally agree with this as I'm a very tactile person and its often been commented on hahaha
* Profession-wise, I will have big dreams about being an actor/Singer but will sensibly have a back up plan profession to rely on and will make a very strong manager with rapid decision making being my Forté. Would possibly make a great journalist. (Did they just follow me around while writing this book).

I think I may now be into Astrology. Well, the ones that sound good when I'm reading them in Heat Magazine.

Before I finish my own personal novel, I've booked into the studio for next week (hoorah!) to work on a new track (see, the stars were right! I'd booked in before all of the above happened!). Really looking forward to it and can't wait to hear the final result!

Ciao for now my pretties x

Have had the strangest dreams over the past few nights. The other night I dreamt that I was taken hostage with a group of others and we were slowly watching people randomly being taken away. Then I was taken away with a rope around my neck and doused with fuel. Luckily I woke up before I was turned into charcoal.

Then I dreamt that I as on a long walk, I got as far as the club (it was closed) but then my teeth started to fall out. Not only were my teeth falling out, but my gums were hanging down. Then they opened the door to the club and the lounge was my bedroom. Nothing else different about it, apart from my messy bed being sat in the middle of the room, while people walked around it. Hmmm

Then last night I dreamt I joined the Army. We were given a challenge in training to find a location that no-one else finds (within the city centre of some foreign country) - there were hundreds of us running through the streets but then I started jumping from building to building (spiderman stylee) and landed next to some sort of garden attached to an apartment balcony. When I landed there, there were some wild monkeys and over the space of a few minutes I went from slowly reaching my hand out cautiously to using sign language with them and actually understanding them! Then Simon Cowell walked through the door with someone - they were filming a Rom-Com in the apartment and were in awe of me and my monkey talk.

I can kinda see why I've dreamt some of these things:
Being set on fire - I'd watched "Green Mile" that night
Monkeys - I work with a lot of monkeys
Army - I have been toying with the idea of dressing as a soldier for my birthday fancy dress

But they're all a bit vague - any dream analysers out there?